Monday, October 26, 2009

snit bits

For you a thousand times over
For her a thousand times again
For him a thousand sins.

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If i were the apple, and you were the tree, would you hold me up?
And when i drop, would you grow your grass thicker to cushion me?
What if when i planted my seed and started to grow, would you nurture and protect me?
And if it rained and if it snowed, what would be the effect?


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brick by brick we build our walls strong and tall.
-> how do i keep this one liner going?

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

i know i cant change things right now, but ill keep a look out for tomorrow.

Yesterday seems just a dream away
Today seems as though yesterday never happened
Tomorrow may be a nightmare.

Yesterday a smile passed between the gap
Today a whispers of words sets a trap
Tomorrow, we walk right into it.

Yesterday you walk alittle faster
Today a hop skip and a jump
Tomorrow eyes met and hearts pump.

Yesterday a decision away
Today a mess of confusion
Tomorrow's all illusions.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

random crumbs of delightful words.

When the world comes crashing down
And there's no where left to run,
You can always run into my arms.

If you dance, ill dance by your side
If you cry, then ill be the shoulder you lean on
If you run, then ill run right behind you
If you love, then ill keep on loving you.

You tell me you'll always be there for me, but what ever happened to alittle reassurance without lying right to my face?

Love is a dangerous thing,
Its what people look for, long for, and die for.
The stories of a love fought battle, or a prince charming and his princess,
It always ends badly, but Life isnt worth living, if you dont atleast try to live it.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Untitled

Looking across the long and distant frozen waters, unable to see the end,
One tends to get caught up in the moment, and thoughts tend to wander and roam.
Say about how love seems to find us in the most unexpected ways
Sometimes unwanted, but for the most part, just unexpected.
Its a scary thing, that drives people to do things they never would have before.
Creating the feeling that one can do anything,

Monday, March 30, 2009

Someday

Some would say
That love is more then just a game for 2
Some would say
That you and i make 1 and 1 equal 2
Some would say
That hand in hand we make it all come true
Some would say
That one day the sky will be blue
Some would say
That tomorrow rain will fall and you and i will stick like glue

shadow pupet

Pasted against the wall
Walking strong and tall
Some days you see me while others im not even there at all
You see right through me just to look at her
wasting away while the sun fades into the abyss

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Storm watch

Seems like nothing ever comes gradually,
Just full fores like a storm,
Builds up and no one seems to care until you cant see 2ft in front of you, till the world around you is in utter chaos.
But all storms blow over, no matter the damage they seem to leave behind.
Then its left to you, and the ones around you who care, to pick up the pieces, and watch the next storm come from across the river.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Our world

I dont understand
And neither does he
Of how you gain pleasure from others pain
Does it give you a sense of power?
Like your on top of the tower, head of the game
But in truth you know nothing will ever be the same
You've done it before and you say you'll never do it again
Then what do you call the telephone call at 2am
You've been in my place you've seen what it does
You of all people should understand the feelings that come along
That people bring forward
While some shut the door in your face, others open it wider
We ALL call it out in dire need
In need of help in need of love
Were always calling, always wanting
Wanting the feeling of being needed, of being seen, of someone understanding the insane lunatic rants of our world we supposedly take pride in
Pride for what, for the gun raids going on on the other side of the world? For the beautiful forests and seas, polluted with our garbage? Or is it for the stunning jewels on your fiancees hand imported from a country at war.
What will it take for us to realize that we humans have blood shed in our nature, we have a sick spot in our minds that takes pleasure from witnessing another's hurt, another's pain, another's defeat.
People have tried music, have tried rallies they have tried many things to get the message across, but in fact,even the people against it have found a way to fall back on violence as a way to show whats happening to our world.
But how does that help? how does that show that its not necessary to blow someones brains out the other side of their head, because they are not good enough, they dont think the same way as everyone should, they have a dream, a idea of what our world should be like.
So what should it look like? should we go back, to sticks and stones, or should we wait and see what the future throws back at us? And see what happens when theres nothing left.
Our world is a terrible place with dark corners everywhere.
But our world is full of life, of beauty, we jsut need to learn how to balance it, and theres no way to learn without failing atleast a few times. You need to know how, experience how to do something wrong, before you know how to do it right.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Changed?

One day everything changed
I met him in the most creative ways
And everything changed
Swept up in a world unknown
Pretending like everything was okay
Then everything changed
Felt like the world was scripted and my life was a movie
And just like the movies, the good things only last about a hour
Thats when everything changed
Had some new people all very chill and different
Different from what i was used to
Different from what used to be okay
That was the night that everything changed
Just like the movies things came crashing down harder then ever
Like shattering glass on the cement outside at the park
Bits and pieces flew everywhere, no one understood how they all got there
But there they were
That was how everything changed
Now im left with jsut a few there to watch me pick up the pieces
Theres no guarantee of how long it will take
But i will make sure to fix it all
Everyone is afraid of change
Terrified to be exact
And i say, in some ways, they have good reason.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Death

Death is not the end of life nor the beginning
It is somewhere in the middle
Where you were to leave the only life we know
And enter another
One we know nothing about
Starting off as innocent infants
Crawling and learning to touch and feel
Living our lives all over again
Only ass backwards and upside down
To write something beautiful about life or death is a challenge,
One i have not risen up to yet
There are those are find themselves stuck between life and death
Those who fear the end
In every story and every fairy tale ever written, there never was a real end
It was always "and they lived happily ever after" then the end
Or "and so it was that this this and that" then the end
The end always comes after a explanation of life
Death in stories is never the end, so why is it always the end in real life?
No, Death is the start of something new, the end of something brilliant, and the middle of one persons hand written story.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

life

with no maps, no routs and no real plans
its all very unexpected
walking where your feet take you
some people live it more then others
its a adventure you will never come out alive from.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Bits and Pieces

-As the snow falls on the ground, the steaming combination of limestone, clay, sand and shale shines in the incandescent vivid moon light.
The snow falls in twirls around them as they draw a picture in the snow, just for fun you know, but more then that also.
Winning points is easier then 1 2 and 3, take her hand and pull her along the icy crystal ending with a smile bigger then before, you didnt think you could make it more.
Some people laugh and pry as you tell them the stories, but not to worry none of them have felt the way they do.
No one will fully understand the titanic feeling they have when standing together just being right there is better then before.
They dont have to pretend anymore, being just themselves is all that is needed to make the other smile.
Even a thousand miles is not enough to break apart the winding thoughts of being here on this cold winter night
- November 11th 2008

You gave me a key but said you lost the lock and that it was up to me to find it.
- Jan 9th 2009

Jealousy, you watch her as her green dress sweeps across the floor tempting you with her beauty.
Calling at you with envy shining in her eyes
She calls at you from the other side of the room. you try not to let her louring smell pick you up and dance you across the room, into her green aura.
- Jan 11th 2009

Desire and Fear.
you put them in a room, one is bound to kill the other sooner or later.
its just a matter of who wins.
and when.
- Jan 18 2009