Every girl
wants that fair tale ending
where the guy gets the girl
the girls eyes are sparkling bright
and everything feels just oh so right
whos the guy
who will find your glass slipper
whos the prince
who will carry you off on his horse
to live happily ever after
the castle glistens in the distance
you show no resistance
he says he will love you for ever and for always
what a pretty prince he was
dancing all night long
in the pretty new gown he bought for you
everyone looking at the jewels spread from head to toe
a silent plea
no one sees
the silent plea
a fairy tale ending
is farther away
then jsut in your dreams
you crane your neck to look into his eyes
the fire the passion
your eyes sparkle
his eyes burn
every girl
wants that fairy tale ending
where the world has a happy ending
smiles on all faces
there are some many empty spaces
be the beauty and the beast
or the snow white
fall in love at first site
have your happily ever after
find your prince charming
he might be right in front of you
and you might not know it at all
Sunday, June 29, 2008
looking to the stars
Looking to the stars
when things get hard
dancing and dancing
going and going
letting loose
never having felt so alone
surrounded by people who love you
not understanding the feelings you feel
your heart telling you one thing
everything els telling you its impossible
your optimism being pushed out by the pessimism that was meant to be there all along
getting ready to be able to run
run and run
far from here
going and going
the longer you wait
the harder it will be
say something now
sometimes you have to go
jsut to see who will follow
but if no one follows behind
will that hurt more then it does now
the ache in your chest means more then a simple pain
it pounds harder and harder
telling you what you've been trying to ignore
your talent disappearing
everyone seems better
the words no longer rhyme
no longer mean anything
two sides to things
memories that aren't your own
someones telling you a story
your were there
but you dont remember where
looking to the stars when things get hard
putting a tune to a silly rhyme
playing a game thats gone to far
telling your self one thing
when you know its a lie
putting a damper on your mood
hoping that no one will notice
and all will go well
everything felt so wrong
while it was all so right
so please tell me its not now
that i can still look to the stars
that they will still sparkle in your eyes
the sparkles that glow and shine
that fill my heart with joy
looking to the stars
when the rest of the world pulls away
when things get hard
dancing and dancing
going and going
letting loose
never having felt so alone
surrounded by people who love you
not understanding the feelings you feel
your heart telling you one thing
everything els telling you its impossible
your optimism being pushed out by the pessimism that was meant to be there all along
getting ready to be able to run
run and run
far from here
going and going
the longer you wait
the harder it will be
say something now
sometimes you have to go
jsut to see who will follow
but if no one follows behind
will that hurt more then it does now
the ache in your chest means more then a simple pain
it pounds harder and harder
telling you what you've been trying to ignore
your talent disappearing
everyone seems better
the words no longer rhyme
no longer mean anything
two sides to things
memories that aren't your own
someones telling you a story
your were there
but you dont remember where
looking to the stars when things get hard
putting a tune to a silly rhyme
playing a game thats gone to far
telling your self one thing
when you know its a lie
putting a damper on your mood
hoping that no one will notice
and all will go well
everything felt so wrong
while it was all so right
so please tell me its not now
that i can still look to the stars
that they will still sparkle in your eyes
the sparkles that glow and shine
that fill my heart with joy
looking to the stars
when the rest of the world pulls away
Thursday, June 26, 2008
The call
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Till it was a battle cry
I'll come back when you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to war
Pick a star on the dark horizon and follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it, too
Doesn't means that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Till they're before your eyes
You'll come back when they call you
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when they call you
No need to say goodbye
Regina Spektor
..
You turn in hope to see him one last time
You dont know why it still bugs you
To see him standing there
Talking with that beautiful girl
You had your chance and you blew it
Your back to the begging
And things have changed for the worst
You once believed there was hope
You once believed you knew who you were
Now you look inside you
And all you can see is a person lost and confused
Not knowing where you belong
Once knew what home meant
Once knew that you were welcome
You stand and look from afar
Wondering if its still worth the hope
Wondering if you'll be missed
Wondering from afar
You sit there and wonder if you made a mistake
You sit there and think you still might love him
But you cant love him anymore
You have to move on
One day its one
The next its two
How do you make a decision when even the simplest ones are complex
You stand there wondering if the thought means something
If there is a reason you still feel jealous watching him
You hate that its come to this
Look what we've turned into
The couple that could have been then failed
Split down the middle
Two different opinions
Its hard enough to find out who you are
When theres two sides to you
You wish there were only one
Just because they think theres no one left
Doesnt mean you cant be herd
They have left you alone on this one
All having chosen the other side
Lost in a storm of thoughts
cought between a world of what you want and what you know is right
Wishing it could be different
Hoping its still the same
I wish i could give it all back
And never have played this silly game
Watching the starts shoot across the sky
You sit there thinking
You might just have lost this one.
You dont know why it still bugs you
To see him standing there
Talking with that beautiful girl
You had your chance and you blew it
Your back to the begging
And things have changed for the worst
You once believed there was hope
You once believed you knew who you were
Now you look inside you
And all you can see is a person lost and confused
Not knowing where you belong
Once knew what home meant
Once knew that you were welcome
You stand and look from afar
Wondering if its still worth the hope
Wondering if you'll be missed
Wondering from afar
You sit there and wonder if you made a mistake
You sit there and think you still might love him
But you cant love him anymore
You have to move on
One day its one
The next its two
How do you make a decision when even the simplest ones are complex
You stand there wondering if the thought means something
If there is a reason you still feel jealous watching him
You hate that its come to this
Look what we've turned into
The couple that could have been then failed
Split down the middle
Two different opinions
Its hard enough to find out who you are
When theres two sides to you
You wish there were only one
Just because they think theres no one left
Doesnt mean you cant be herd
They have left you alone on this one
All having chosen the other side
Lost in a storm of thoughts
cought between a world of what you want and what you know is right
Wishing it could be different
Hoping its still the same
I wish i could give it all back
And never have played this silly game
Watching the starts shoot across the sky
You sit there thinking
You might just have lost this one.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Chain Reaction
A tempted thought
A action to follow
A thought that ruins it
A thought that brings it all together
A Chain Reaction
The wind blows
And the leaves ruffle
The Sea sways
The reef obeys
A Chain Reaction
A hand held out
A hand reaches for it
A loving smile
A warmed heart
A Chain Reaction
Friends Believing in one and other
Friends achieving their greatest goals
Friends there for one and other
Friends follow though a hard time
A Chain Reaction
Someones revealed attraction
Someones heart turns to butter
Someones hopes heightened
Someones burning dreams
A chain reaction
A action to follow
A thought that ruins it
A thought that brings it all together
A Chain Reaction
The wind blows
And the leaves ruffle
The Sea sways
The reef obeys
A Chain Reaction
A hand held out
A hand reaches for it
A loving smile
A warmed heart
A Chain Reaction
Friends Believing in one and other
Friends achieving their greatest goals
Friends there for one and other
Friends follow though a hard time
A Chain Reaction
Someones revealed attraction
Someones heart turns to butter
Someones hopes heightened
Someones burning dreams
A chain reaction
Sunday, June 15, 2008
The Final solution
Time and Time again
Blue or Brown
Green or Red
What does it Matter
I am who I am
Ive done nothing wrong
Ive done no harm
I don’t deserve to be treated like this
But I will stand strong
My family in hand
I will be here
Right till the very end
Sent away
Lost all things
Home and Belongings
Labeled with color
No name
No identity
Put in rooms
Filled 1000 to 1
Hope slowly fading
Strength dissipating
Wondering when will it end
Will it ever end
Will I still be able to make It to the end
All the questions floating around
And no one was found
Willing to give somewhat of an answer
Anger and Furry
Acceptance and Durability
The end nearing
Thousands lost
Some took to beatings
Others took to flames
I took to disease
Just like many of the others
The pain is over
And so is the war
Liberation came
On a warm sunny day
As I watched from above
As my mother and father
Ran from that place
That place they called
Part of the final solution
Blue or Brown
Green or Red
What does it Matter
I am who I am
Ive done nothing wrong
Ive done no harm
I don’t deserve to be treated like this
But I will stand strong
My family in hand
I will be here
Right till the very end
Sent away
Lost all things
Home and Belongings
Labeled with color
No name
No identity
Put in rooms
Filled 1000 to 1
Hope slowly fading
Strength dissipating
Wondering when will it end
Will it ever end
Will I still be able to make It to the end
All the questions floating around
And no one was found
Willing to give somewhat of an answer
Anger and Furry
Acceptance and Durability
The end nearing
Thousands lost
Some took to beatings
Others took to flames
I took to disease
Just like many of the others
The pain is over
And so is the war
Liberation came
On a warm sunny day
As I watched from above
As my mother and father
Ran from that place
That place they called
Part of the final solution
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Found
A composition of things i found on a paper while cleaning out my locker.
-Inspiring words
-A Dream is, and always will be just a dream
unless you make it a reality.
-Today brought the begging
Tomorrow brings the end
Somewhere in the middle
We became the best of friends.
-because of the wonderful wizard of Oz
-A hug can make someones day just a little bit brighter
A laugh can make your heart warm
Take a step closer
So close your eyes
Make a wish
And believe that you can do what ever
if you only try.
-You know how i know were best friends?
We get jealous when others seem to close.
-You never know what life may throw at you
So Step up to the plate
Be brave
And swing the bat at anything that comes your way
-Make a wish on a falling star
A wish of hope
A wish of a dream
A wish of a wish.
-If ever there was
There was because.
-Words are ART to.
~Believe
~Freedom
~Equality
~Justice
BE WHO EVER YOU WANT TO BE.
-Inspiring words
-A Dream is, and always will be just a dream
unless you make it a reality.
-Today brought the begging
Tomorrow brings the end
Somewhere in the middle
We became the best of friends.
-because of the wonderful wizard of Oz
-A hug can make someones day just a little bit brighter
A laugh can make your heart warm
Take a step closer
So close your eyes
Make a wish
And believe that you can do what ever
if you only try.
-You know how i know were best friends?
We get jealous when others seem to close.
-You never know what life may throw at you
So Step up to the plate
Be brave
And swing the bat at anything that comes your way
-Make a wish on a falling star
A wish of hope
A wish of a dream
A wish of a wish.
-If ever there was
There was because.
-Words are ART to.
~Believe
~Freedom
~Equality
~Justice
BE WHO EVER YOU WANT TO BE.
Friday, June 13, 2008
Hoping.
One can only hold on to hope for unknown reasons for so long before wondering whats the point.
The Soles of our shoes
the soles of our shoes
painting a map
step by step
the soles of our shoes
leave prints
on the stained pavement
the soles of our shoes
tell us a story
of where we are
and where we are to go
the soles of our shoes
carry the weight of our dreams and aspirations
a chain holding the map together
each link holding onto one and other
the soles of our shoes
caress the borders
creating the links that hold it all together
the soles of our shoes
can tell left from right
will go left one day
and right there other
the soles of our shoes
will make mistakes and break the chain
but will somehow be able to make it all better
the soles of our shoes
has the map
the map grows as we grow
changing all along the way
the soles of our shoes
paint the story
that we will one day read
painting a map
step by step
the soles of our shoes
leave prints
on the stained pavement
the soles of our shoes
tell us a story
of where we are
and where we are to go
the soles of our shoes
carry the weight of our dreams and aspirations
a chain holding the map together
each link holding onto one and other
the soles of our shoes
caress the borders
creating the links that hold it all together
the soles of our shoes
can tell left from right
will go left one day
and right there other
the soles of our shoes
will make mistakes and break the chain
but will somehow be able to make it all better
the soles of our shoes
has the map
the map grows as we grow
changing all along the way
the soles of our shoes
paint the story
that we will one day read
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
my dream
Take me to my dreams
Where everything is good
Where mistakes are excusable
Where people don't prejudge
Where bombs aren't thrown
Where people don't Kill for fun or money
Where there are no "Final solutions"
Where there is no hurting
Where there will be no pain
Where people accept you for being you
Where tears are sugar droplets falling from joy
Where pain will go away after things are better
Where people care for one and other
Where there is no lying no deceit
Where people aren't afraid to speak their mind, for someone will hate them for their opinion
Where if someone needs help, you will help them
Where life is life and life will go on as life should
Where there are no races
Where everyone is equal
Where Human rights are enforced more then ever
Where people will tell you when they are hurt
Where people aren't judging you
Where you can be you
Take me to my dreams
Where i can dream a perfect dream
Where everything is good
Where mistakes are excusable
Where people don't prejudge
Where bombs aren't thrown
Where people don't Kill for fun or money
Where there are no "Final solutions"
Where there is no hurting
Where there will be no pain
Where people accept you for being you
Where tears are sugar droplets falling from joy
Where pain will go away after things are better
Where people care for one and other
Where there is no lying no deceit
Where people aren't afraid to speak their mind, for someone will hate them for their opinion
Where if someone needs help, you will help them
Where life is life and life will go on as life should
Where there are no races
Where everyone is equal
Where Human rights are enforced more then ever
Where people will tell you when they are hurt
Where people aren't judging you
Where you can be you
Take me to my dreams
Where i can dream a perfect dream
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Reality
A good friend of mine once said after reading my blog,
"you know
reality isnt so bad
only from our experiences
can dreams a rise
something beautiful must always have a negative"
And i know its true.
So to that i say thank you.
"you know
reality isnt so bad
only from our experiences
can dreams a rise
something beautiful must always have a negative"
And i know its true.
So to that i say thank you.
Monday, June 9, 2008
Thoughts running
Sitting on the front step
Waiting for my chance to leap
Hoping you will catch me
Hold me tight in your arms
Play those songs of the moment
While thoughts are running loose
All that we notice is the feeling surrounding
All eyes on us
All eyes on each other
Holding hands on the beach
In my Dreams
Will all my dreams come true
Where you will be there to catch me
Thoughts running wild
Dreams coming true
Painting a picture of the moment
Inspiration all around
The pain and suffering
Turned into art
Without experience
Does that mean all will fail
Falling Falling Falling
We make mistakes
We make promises
Some will be kept
others broken
Sitting on the front step
Waiting for my chance to leap
Hoping you will be there to catch me
Thoughts are running a stray
Farther and Farther from reality
Further and Further into our dreams
Waiting for my chance to leap
Hoping you will catch me
Hold me tight in your arms
Play those songs of the moment
While thoughts are running loose
All that we notice is the feeling surrounding
All eyes on us
All eyes on each other
Holding hands on the beach
In my Dreams
Will all my dreams come true
Where you will be there to catch me
Thoughts running wild
Dreams coming true
Painting a picture of the moment
Inspiration all around
The pain and suffering
Turned into art
Without experience
Does that mean all will fail
Falling Falling Falling
We make mistakes
We make promises
Some will be kept
others broken
Sitting on the front step
Waiting for my chance to leap
Hoping you will be there to catch me
Thoughts are running a stray
Farther and Farther from reality
Further and Further into our dreams
In the sky
Your a Diamond in the sky
Sparkling Brighter then ever
Although you've left me now
I know i can always look up
And see you sparkling there
Like a Diamond in the sky
Twinkle Twinkle Little star
How glad i am i Know where you are
Sparkling Brighter then ever
Although you've left me now
I know i can always look up
And see you sparkling there
Like a Diamond in the sky
Twinkle Twinkle Little star
How glad i am i Know where you are
Rain
A Puddle on the street
A reflection at your feet
Almost identical
But backwards and twisted
A Mirror in many ways
A Rain Drop hits the Body of Water
Spilling ripples across the reflection
Breaking apart what you see
The underlaying meaning
Hidden in the Puddle at your feet
A reflection at your feet
Almost identical
But backwards and twisted
A Mirror in many ways
A Rain Drop hits the Body of Water
Spilling ripples across the reflection
Breaking apart what you see
The underlaying meaning
Hidden in the Puddle at your feet
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Holding on and Never letting go
A hand held sorrow
A rejected Support
Being there
While also not
Impossible to understand completely
There No matter what
Once upon a dream
Holding on to hope
For a unknown reason
So dont let go
Please dont fret
Ill be there
To Catch you when you Fall
Holding on to a promise
Holding on to a friend
Holding on and Never letting go
A tear or two may fall
A thunder storm some like it to be called
Missing parts
To a complicated puzzle
Pain filled eyes
Pain filled room
A look so strong
Telling you Im Holding on and Never letting go
Hard times will come and go
But i will never leave
Side by Side
Once upon a Dream
Holding onto hope for a unknown reason
Loving forever
Liking For always
As long as were living
There for one and other we will be
The Rain comes down
Cleaning the stained roads
Telling her to breath
Telling her to Sleep
Telling her to Stay strong
Holding on and Never letting go
A Word can Change the world
A Lollipop will put the smile back on your face
A Smile that filles everyone with a joy so strong
They Are Holding on and Never letting go
While your Down
We'll pull you back Up
We'll hold you there
Until we are certain you are Up on your own
24hrs Gone by faster then ever before
Please Hold on
Please let us in
The Love they share for you is bigger then life
The love
The hope
The dream
Were all Holding on and NEVER letting you go.
A rejected Support
Being there
While also not
Impossible to understand completely
There No matter what
Once upon a dream
Holding on to hope
For a unknown reason
So dont let go
Please dont fret
Ill be there
To Catch you when you Fall
Holding on to a promise
Holding on to a friend
Holding on and Never letting go
A tear or two may fall
A thunder storm some like it to be called
Missing parts
To a complicated puzzle
Pain filled eyes
Pain filled room
A look so strong
Telling you Im Holding on and Never letting go
Hard times will come and go
But i will never leave
Side by Side
Once upon a Dream
Holding onto hope for a unknown reason
Loving forever
Liking For always
As long as were living
There for one and other we will be
The Rain comes down
Cleaning the stained roads
Telling her to breath
Telling her to Sleep
Telling her to Stay strong
Holding on and Never letting go
A Word can Change the world
A Lollipop will put the smile back on your face
A Smile that filles everyone with a joy so strong
They Are Holding on and Never letting go
While your Down
We'll pull you back Up
We'll hold you there
Until we are certain you are Up on your own
24hrs Gone by faster then ever before
Please Hold on
Please let us in
The Love they share for you is bigger then life
The love
The hope
The dream
Were all Holding on and NEVER letting you go.
Friday, June 6, 2008
Another Lost Dream
Take me away
Strolling down the Beach
Parked in the sand
Holding hands
I can listen while you sing our songs
Perfect match
Unwanted catch
Horrible Timing
Wishing it was different
Simply wishing
Hoping i am right
To leave what i once had
To have what is just out of reach
Watching the Sun Set then rise
Time flying by
Holding on to the memories
Laughing Crying
Either way it will be ok
Being with the Other is all that really matters
Better in many ways
Wanted in every way.
Strolling down the Beach
Parked in the sand
Holding hands
I can listen while you sing our songs
Perfect match
Unwanted catch
Horrible Timing
Wishing it was different
Simply wishing
Hoping i am right
To leave what i once had
To have what is just out of reach
Watching the Sun Set then rise
Time flying by
Holding on to the memories
Laughing Crying
Either way it will be ok
Being with the Other is all that really matters
Better in many ways
Wanted in every way.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
False Hopes
A Dream or a Nightmare
Hate or Love
Aspirations And Directions
Following Blindly
Mindless Drones effected only by what they see
Monkey See Monkey Do
A guess or Knowledge
Action or Reaction
Flawed or Flawless
Ghostly pressenses watching until you fall
There to pick you up again
Trick or Treat
There or Not
Truth or Lie
Your choice
A Hint to the Truth
A Path to the Lies
A Map woven of Hatred
A Goal paved with Love
Trust or Not
Seeing Blindly what is right in front of us.
Hate or Love
Aspirations And Directions
Following Blindly
Mindless Drones effected only by what they see
Monkey See Monkey Do
A guess or Knowledge
Action or Reaction
Flawed or Flawless
Ghostly pressenses watching until you fall
There to pick you up again
Trick or Treat
There or Not
Truth or Lie
Your choice
A Hint to the Truth
A Path to the Lies
A Map woven of Hatred
A Goal paved with Love
Trust or Not
Seeing Blindly what is right in front of us.
Monday, June 2, 2008
unspoken and broken
Shattered glass
in a mirror filled room
the unspoken pain within all of us
the marks that remind us
the broken smiles that fill others with joy
unspoken
un-noticed
un-wanted
filled with remorse
those who do not have the power to say
to say help
to say the unspoken broken words
dreaming of our dreams
of our hopes
of what we seem to become
our dreams turn into nightmares when let loose
so how do we let loose
letting loose enough to let go but not loosing control
on the outside
everything is sunshine and light breezes
on the inside a storm is brewing
and when its let go
the tears will fall
with such fear
try to smile and never let it get away
hold onto a smile that fills you with joy
hard to believe anyones trust
a promise no longer means as much
a map that leads no where
following highway 9
up to road 13
but where will it lead
no one knows
no one ever knows
if we all tried to understand we would be lost
being lost ourselves
loosing in pain
in loss
proven points
along the way
hearts may be broken
words may be spoken
hits may be thrown
but the words to follow
are unspoken and broken
we leave marks
to remind us
that whats felt on the inside is real
that we aren't alone
pages being written
every minuet of everyday
pages being marked
a pen mark on a page that will never fade
the brush strokes filling the blank canvas
filling it with life love and compassion
all words unspoken and broken
a picture
a life
a love
a dream
a mark
a beat
anything to keep us going
those unspoken and broken words
in a mirror filled room
the unspoken pain within all of us
the marks that remind us
the broken smiles that fill others with joy
unspoken
un-noticed
un-wanted
filled with remorse
those who do not have the power to say
to say help
to say the unspoken broken words
dreaming of our dreams
of our hopes
of what we seem to become
our dreams turn into nightmares when let loose
so how do we let loose
letting loose enough to let go but not loosing control
on the outside
everything is sunshine and light breezes
on the inside a storm is brewing
and when its let go
the tears will fall
with such fear
try to smile and never let it get away
hold onto a smile that fills you with joy
hard to believe anyones trust
a promise no longer means as much
a map that leads no where
following highway 9
up to road 13
but where will it lead
no one knows
no one ever knows
if we all tried to understand we would be lost
being lost ourselves
loosing in pain
in loss
proven points
along the way
hearts may be broken
words may be spoken
hits may be thrown
but the words to follow
are unspoken and broken
we leave marks
to remind us
that whats felt on the inside is real
that we aren't alone
pages being written
every minuet of everyday
pages being marked
a pen mark on a page that will never fade
the brush strokes filling the blank canvas
filling it with life love and compassion
all words unspoken and broken
a picture
a life
a love
a dream
a mark
a beat
anything to keep us going
those unspoken and broken words
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