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You turn in hope to see him one last time
You dont know why it still bugs you
To see him standing there
Talking with that beautiful girl
You had your chance and you blew it
Your back to the begging
And things have changed for the worst
You once believed there was hope
You once believed you knew who you were
Now you look inside you
And all you can see is a person lost and confused
Not knowing where you belong
Once knew what home meant
Once knew that you were welcome
You stand and look from afar
Wondering if its still worth the hope
Wondering if you'll be missed
Wondering from afar
You sit there and wonder if you made a mistake
You sit there and think you still might love him
But you cant love him anymore
You have to move on
One day its one
The next its two
How do you make a decision when even the simplest ones are complex
You stand there wondering if the thought means something
If there is a reason you still feel jealous watching him
You hate that its come to this
Look what we've turned into
The couple that could have been then failed
Split down the middle
Two different opinions
Its hard enough to find out who you are
When theres two sides to you
You wish there were only one
Just because they think theres no one left
Doesnt mean you cant be herd
They have left you alone on this one
All having chosen the other side
Lost in a storm of thoughts
cought between a world of what you want and what you know is right
Wishing it could be different
Hoping its still the same
I wish i could give it all back
And never have played this silly game
Watching the starts shoot across the sky
You sit there thinking
You might just have lost this one.